Post by Thorn,Tobias,Cery and Anya on Jan 13, 2007 23:33:44 GMT -5
Its been how long since I was dragged off that bed? A few week or something? ...Okay why am I trying to kid myself? 27 days,5 hours and .....23 minutes.I saw the clock on the table as they pulled me away.
Anyway,did I mention that its killing me? well it is!! Before this I can't remember 1 day when I didn't see Gwen.I didn't get to spend Christmas or new year with her,not to mention any other day either.Now its been 27 days,5 hours and 26 minutes..wait 27,the clock just changed.Now I'm not even stuck at home away from her,I'm in the middle of nowhere at this weird new school.
Anyway,I should shut up about Gwen or I'll drive myself crazy,I think about her enough.They haven't made me go to class yet,which is good,since I don't feel like it right now.
Stupid whores.So where was I? Gwen? Probably,I'm too lazy to turn the page back over and see.But she's all I ever talk about so it must be.I miss her so much,its weird not having her around,shes always been there.I have no idea how I'm gonna get on normally without her,I'm not going to see her for years.I'll be here or at home,when I'm here I have no chance of seeing her and when I'm at home my parents make sure I can't.
I've got my laptop back now I'm here,there's a desk top here too,I sent her some messages but I guess she hasn't got her computer still because she hasn't replied.I'm too scared to call her phone,her parents might have taken it.For fucks sake will they stop banging.
(From 27 days,5 hours and 36 minutes later...)
Anyway,did I mention that its killing me? well it is!! Before this I can't remember 1 day when I didn't see Gwen.I didn't get to spend Christmas or new year with her,not to mention any other day either.Now its been 27 days,5 hours and 26 minutes..wait 27,the clock just changed.Now I'm not even stuck at home away from her,I'm in the middle of nowhere at this weird new school.
Anyway,I should shut up about Gwen or I'll drive myself crazy,I think about her enough.They haven't made me go to class yet,which is good,since I don't feel like it right now.
Stupid whores.So where was I? Gwen? Probably,I'm too lazy to turn the page back over and see.But she's all I ever talk about so it must be.I miss her so much,its weird not having her around,shes always been there.I have no idea how I'm gonna get on normally without her,I'm not going to see her for years.I'll be here or at home,when I'm here I have no chance of seeing her and when I'm at home my parents make sure I can't.
I've got my laptop back now I'm here,there's a desk top here too,I sent her some messages but I guess she hasn't got her computer still because she hasn't replied.I'm too scared to call her phone,her parents might have taken it.For fucks sake will they stop banging.
(From 27 days,5 hours and 36 minutes later...)
